Tuesday, October 21, 2008

these walls

Ever since Rye mentioned something about him being in his "safe place", I have been persistently badgering him to teach me how to make one so I can have my own. This went on for the longest time, even going as far as him offering a PC monitor box to cover my head. He said that it'll do the trick. Like I'd wear one.

A few nights ago I remember texting him that I think I've found my safe place. I was referring to some other thing back then. However, after reading Bom's blog this morning, I realized that I've been looking for my "safe place" in all the wrong spots and situations.

I am my own "safe place" and what I need are sturdy walls that will keep me from stumbling. I don't even have to look for the latter as I already have more than enough of them.

Much like my friend, I have GOOD people all over me ready to keep me sane, pick me up and put me back into place every time. I just have to stop being stubborn and let these GOOD people know when I need some catching.

And to my GOOD people, I couldn't be luckier to have each and everyone of you.

You all have my unending gratitude.

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